How I love my baby

My sweetheart is sleeping. I love when she naps but I also miss her. I love the sound of her voice. I love when she babbles at me and points to all of the new things she sees. I feel such guilt at the amount of joy she brings me. I cannot even imagine the amount of loss and sorrow that her parents feel. I have only had her in my life for a little more than 3 weeks and I love her more than anything. It makes me feel so sad for the loss that LALA will experience in her life. I can only hope that N and I will be bale to give her what she needs.